sometimes I sit there and wonder if all this hard work is truly going to pay off. Am I really going to grow up and have that job I really want? Or am I going to get what I can take? Am I really going to have that picture perfect family? Or am I going to be thrown into an unsatisfied arranged marriage? Am I really going to be able to travel the world? Or will I be too busy working my ass off? Like what’s the point behind it all? 

I could go off about the education system here but I’ll keep it at this. This is good. I’m good. Kinda. Yea.