just a little rant while i wait for my physics textbook pdf to download so i can study and use my time productively. but fucking organic chemistry.

i miss highschool where i’d barely have to do shit (not saying i did because i have a terribly guilty conscience) and I could get moderate marks. It’s because I tried which is why they were stellar. But now I worked my ass off for organic chemistry and I got a 63 …….

Math and bio marks were great, on my way to a 4.0 but then chemistry and physics and I just fuuuck. I knew it would be in the 60s but I was hoping for higher and seeing it something else. Seeing is believing. I just, idk. School is the one thing I’ve been good at, if you take that away, what am I?